Another new book

So I finished the book Sold in the matter of a week literally. It got so interesting that I found myself reading it all the time and any time that I had a free chance i'd go right to the book. I do recommend that book to anyone thats really into real life scenarios etc , The book was great it was interesting, sad & had my emotions all over the place. Although the end of the book wasnt what I thought it would be I can't complain & I would deff reccomend the book to anyone else! 

After i finished that book I started reading a book called Dine by E.R. Frank  right after I'm currently reading it right now but since i want to get the blog out the way i'm on page 22. When I first started to read this I was confused because everything just seemed to be all out of place and i didnt know who was who or what was exactly happening etc. As I continue to read it's all starting to make sense to me it seems like the last book that I read but about 10xstronger but i'll have to continue to read and see if I'm right. I haven't gotten much information out other then it seems like 4 young girls sold into the world of prostitution but idk yet I'll let you guys know next time. 

New book

So right after I finished me 3rd book I started to read my 4th one called Sold by Patricia Mc Cormick. So far im on page 102 & The book has gotten really interesting. When I started to read the book I was really confused but I understand everything now ... The girl in the book is a young 13 yr old who use to live with her mother sister brother & step father until he sold her for money for his family. The young girl went with it thinking that she was going far away from home into the city to work so she is able to send her family money & help them out. The young girl ends up getting taken into a weird place where she got sold again by someone who has called her "Uncle Husband". This new place is her new home basically & As I continue to read I realize that she got sold into the world of prostitution. What got to me the most so far is that when she enters she room & see's an old man laying on a bed she realizes that somethings not right & gets told to get to the man & she refused.. the 3rd time that she refused she got dragged by her hair & thrown onto the bed & Before you knew it the old man was already on top of her full force abusing her... Until next time guys!!! 

Finished my 3rd book

Well I know that I am late with this blog but I didn't want to make a blog until I was done with the book that I was reading. I just finished reading Go Ask Alice & Honestly im in straight shock.... So many things happened within the last 100 pages that I'm just so in shock at how the book ended that I'm actually sad about it. While reading the book I was actually proud of her for being strong & wanting to better herself and realizing that a life with drugs included isn't actually living life, Yes I know you get the thrill of it for that moment but once its gone what do you have left? nothing because you end up right back where you started! As the ending of the book was getting closer & closer she seemed like she was getting stronger & stronger & growing as a young girl which made me happy because her falling into the hands of drugs ruined her life completely. I think she was very lucky to have such a supportive family who never left her side & which were probably one of her biggest motivations. The end of the book ended good in my eyes it was all positive thoughts and her having a smarter view of things and being more mature about how she would handle her problems in the future & I was perfectly fine with that. Until I turned the page & saw that there was a small paragraph that looked like it was the actual ending of the book & when I read it I truly felt sad... Bc she ended up dying yet no one knows how & no one will ever know now...  But like the last sentence in the book says "What must be of concern is that she died, and that she was only one of thousands of drug deaths that year." 

1st blog , Last quarter :-)

I'm still reading Go Ask Alice , I'm on page 114. I'm literally over how stupid this young girl is like does she not learn from her mistakes ? You'd think that she does but she doesn't and she is so dumb for that I can't. Some how she ends up leaving her house again and guess what? just guess .... ok enough i'll tell you SHE ENDS UP IN THE HANDS OF DRUGS again that's when I really lost it with this book , Because how dumb can you be you know what it does to you she is aware of how bad it is yet she will throw everything to the side and still do it. Since she leaves her house again she finds this fourteen year old girl who is going threw the same problem with her who has been rapped , harassed and everything else but yet she still puts drugs and that wavy feeling over her family who takes her in with open arms regardless. 

That picture describes how I feel every time that I see that she goes back to drugs then regrets it,wants her family but picks drugs over her family where she had it all literally... 

3rd make up blog

OMG I knew it I told you guys. I knew that moving to a different place wasn't going to stop her from doing it because guess what? she got close to a girl out there & they started hanging out & the girl played with them got them taking so many drugs & the girls boyfriend even took turns rapping her & her friend Chris... Honestly these two girls are really getting no where in life because now they want to leave again & do another promise to not to drugs but lets face it ... they're way too late. So they both went back home & their families were so ok & fine with them just disappearing for no reason & coming back days before Christmas like I don't understand ... Let me leave my house for a month then call my mom & tell her i'm going back like nothing she'd probably kill me so I just can't understand how ok her family is about this  but I guess that explains a lot also ! 

This picture was litefally my face when i read how ok her family was about just re uniting again with her daughter after she left with out saying a word!!! Talk about crazy.  

Another make up :-)

May the lord give me the strenght to continue & read this book because I want to punch this girl in the face. Ok so she basically ran away with her friend because she thought that moving somewhere far would like distract her mind & off course not have her thinking about drugs... Well she left and is now living in a crappy apartment with her friend searching for jobs left & right and seems to have a lot of trouble with it. But I mean off course she is going to have trouble she is a freaking 15 year old who basically ran away from home because she made a stupid dicisions and now doesn't know how to deal with them like someone let me know why a 15 year old is away from home with her friend in a one bedroom place ... sharing a bathroom with other people with no job & not enough money to maintain theirself oh lord.  

The picture describes how she feels once she realizes that she wants to go back home to her family but she can't... 

Make up blog

So I have been reading Go Ask Alice and i'm on page 64. Once i started reading it I automatically knew where it was going and I was right ... She ended up falling into the hands of drugs slowly with doing a simple thing as drinking and it seems like it's progressing with further dangerous things. To me she seems to have a complicated life but has made such dumb decisions that honestly make me want to fight her ... For example she lost her virginity to a guy that she doesn't know well and she was under the Influence while doing it and has been every other time that she has done it which gets me mad because she's always talking about this one kid thats the love of her life this and that but lost her virginity to someone else *rolls eyes* . I like the book and it is very interesting but it does have a lot going on so it's kind of hatd to keep on track of it sometimes unless im constantly reading , Untjl nsxt time guys :-) !

The picture was literally me when i read the stupid things she says. 

New book

I finished my last book and I loved it. Now I'm reading Go Ask Alive also written by Anonymous. I'm only up to like page 20-30 around there i'm not exactly sure because I don't have the book with me at the moment but I am somewhere around those lines. This book seems interesting since it was the first one from the other 3 Anonymous books that I previously read. But for now thats it I don't have much to say. (-:

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Hey guys!
Welll I don't have my book on me because I'm not home but the book has gotten so interesting and I'm loving it so far! It's crazy how judgemental people are especially the ones closest to you for example family... This book has me with mixed emotions because the girl in the book is vert on top if herself with her weight and her mother isn't exactly fit with the best physical appearance but she is trying her best to loose weight and look appealing for her husband since she has realized that he is loosing interest but he also doesn't help her not support her which really gets me mad because you would think that your significant other would be by your side right? As the book goes by little do we know that it seems like he is talking to someone else and it all burst out one night when they're having dinner and his own child basically tells on him without intentially doing it... and from that point on they broke up which had me kind of happy because I didn't like her partner because he treated her so bad ... Their daughter being young and upset that she kind of caused it starts to loose herseld but as she is doing that her friend saves her from all that by taking her on a trip which her mom says yes to and personally I think it's best for both because they need space and time to think things threw.

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I'm on page 43 , I read a bit more than what I have read in the past two weeks most definitely and it is starting to interest me more so I will be reading more this week. So I have currently got to a plot twist not sure if it's the only plot twist or first of many but regardless the book finally got interesting!!!!!! Her dad took the daughter out to a father daughter date to a restaurant where he goes everyday and is well known but he goes alone supposedly on his break at work. The day after they had a family dinner and the daughter got so happy that she ended up telling her mom and the father daughter day and thats when everything turned upside down!!!!!! I haven't read past that so for the next blog i'll have more details! Stay tuned :-)!!!

I tried 🤔

To be honest i havent read my book in a long time so i can't really say much about it... I should probably start reading more like right now so I can actually have something to write about :(  Can i do a part 2 of this blog once i read more? Or maybe I should just get a new book that interest me more because I haven't hit the plot twist of this book and its boring so far which sucks but the other two books that i have read have been around the same thing kind of book as this one and i liked them a lot so I don't know :(.

1st blog for my new book

Hey Guys! So i finished my 2nd book and am now reading my 3rd book called Letting Ana Go. I just started reading it so i'm not very far into the book just on page 28 and so far its just an ordinary journal in which a girl writes down what she eats and how she feels more or so like a food diary because her teacher wants to know how they're eating and if they're eating habits are appropriate. So far this book doesn't have my full attention but I will continue to read it and hopefully for the next blog i'll have a lot more to say. (-:

Second book

So I finished reading the book "The book of David" and it was a great interesting book! David realized how much he liked John and they were having a private relationship while both being in a relationship with two girl close friends. Threw out the book David's best friend ended up getting into an accident that led him to loosing his football scholarship and from that incident it led to David taking over and getting a scholarship that could've been his best friends. As a football player David worst fear was for people to know that he liked a guy and was having a relationship with one, As the book goes along David and John get sneakier in order to be able to see each other and spend time together. During the middle close to end of the book is where it all changes and my emotions about the book were everywhere. It started the morning after homecoming when David goes online to seeing a video of him and John making out and that's when my heart dropped just like David's. Immediately I was worried for David because what he just got himself into is obviously really bad, bad enough that it could've cost him his football scholarship. Thankfully the college where he had gotten the scholarship didn't care about his sexuality and accepted him for who he actually is. Personally I felt like the worst part of the book is when he has to get home and confront his family about this situation which everyone knows about because it was even on the news. Sadly his father didn't agree one bit and ended up putting his hands on his son which was such a horrible thing to do. Finally by the end everything was going back to normal slowly and I'm glad that David stepped up admitted to being who he actually was. Great book and I definitely recommend it if you're into reading real life situations and how people deal with them.