Finished my 3rd book

Well I know that I am late with this blog but I didn't want to make a blog until I was done with the book that I was reading. I just finished reading Go Ask Alice & Honestly im in straight shock.... So many things happened within the last 100 pages that I'm just so in shock at how the book ended that I'm actually sad about it. While reading the book I was actually proud of her for being strong & wanting to better herself and realizing that a life with drugs included isn't actually living life, Yes I know you get the thrill of it for that moment but once its gone what do you have left? nothing because you end up right back where you started! As the ending of the book was getting closer & closer she seemed like she was getting stronger & stronger & growing as a young girl which made me happy because her falling into the hands of drugs ruined her life completely. I think she was very lucky to have such a supportive family who never left her side & which were probably one of her biggest motivations. The end of the book ended good in my eyes it was all positive thoughts and her having a smarter view of things and being more mature about how she would handle her problems in the future & I was perfectly fine with that. Until I turned the page & saw that there was a small paragraph that looked like it was the actual ending of the book & when I read it I truly felt sad... Bc she ended up dying yet no one knows how & no one will ever know now...  But like the last sentence in the book says "What must be of concern is that she died, and that she was only one of thousands of drug deaths that year."